Monday, June 11, 2007

Call me clever or smart, guys...but one thing i don't understand what you men out there do.GIRLS!!no offence girls.ok fine i am one damn stupid fellow when it comes to the opposite sex.okay i admit i've been a very bad boy recently and maybe just now.made a girl cry.i don't know if she is really crying.she told me she is[by msn]..and i think its because of me!mymymy....

let's call her G shall we...she calls me syg[or love],darling,baby n more.fine many girls have call me that before and i know none of them meant any of that[you know the way girls talk, even to casual friends,alot of this words].but the way G calls me,its lyk different.its lke she means it.i asked her if she reali mean it,she asked me 'wat if i reali do?'she had said and asked other things that hinted that she likes me.i'm getting CONFUSED by the day.and guess what?my confusion caused her to be confused too!!!OMG.and now she is crying.

i tink she is pissed off by what said..my fault i guessed.but i can't help it.IT WAS THE TRUTH!!
i can't tell her that i like her when i don't.neither can i tell her i dislike her.[MY FEMALE FRIENDS, PLEASE HELP ME ON THIS].and so i told her that the way we talked made me confused.sometimes of course i like it when girls call me darling etc etc.[DON'T YOU GUYS OUT THERE LIKE IT TOO?]but if we keep talkiing that way,i'm afraid i may one day really think she is my girlfriend.i can't lie to myself,can i??i can, but i don't want to,THOUGH ANYTHING IS POSSIBLE,if you know what i mean...

i'm here writing this piece of shit and listening to MASTER OF PUPPETS when she is there-maybe-crying her heart out.i sort of believe she crying because she's very emotional.and i hate to know that someone close cry without me being by their side.what can i do???i don't know..i think i'd rather catch some ZZZZZ,hoping tomorrow will be a much better day......


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