Tuesday, September 9, 2008
LONELY
Fiq always mentions this to me.
"aku lonely ah" or "i'm lonely ah".
well you know what bro, you're not the only one who's lonely.
me, myself, and i have been single for three and half years. to be exact,
i broke up on 14 february 2005. you've guessed it. valentine's day.
how many people in the world break up with their partners on valentines?
of all days huh? yeah well i don't want to mention how we broke up. cause it involves
killingwhich makes this blog R21. ok i kidd but it's not funny.
yes being single for three and a half years is a long period to be single in
today's teenager'scontext. you seldom see people being single for more
than two years. ask around.i've been asked by "friends",
"helmi, aren't u bored being single?"well, my "friends",
do you guys have partners for fun, to fill time?
to get into his/her pants?
not me.
but, only if they were to change one word in their
question, i'll answer "yes"the word change? "bored" to "lonely"
i can't deny i AM lonely. girls aplenty, none for me.it's not that
i don't want to get attached, people. it's just that..
I AM NOT YET IN LOVE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
i've broken hearts in the three years.
i'm scared to break another one.
i've got mine broken too.
hmm...
*honestly i can't think of an ending for this post, but self-ego forbids me to end it this way*
but ya know what? i don't give a fuck. really.
Love deeply and passionately. You might get hurt but it's the only way to live life completely.
They were found again at
4:11 PM
